I can’t really explain why but when I woke up on New Year’s Day, I felt like a million bucks.  No hangover, no ill feelings, just felt awesome.  Awesome is the new word of the year by the way.  Now comparing that day to yesterday and slowly  creeping into today, we have a different story.  After going to the bar in the afternoon with Hafer, Hetrick, the Sheee, CK4, Jkash to watch the PSU game, I think I had 3 or 4 shots of scotch-whiskey and a couple of beers.  Then went back to the apt and slept till 8 and then started playing beer pong, then went to Mad River where I was getting double Rum and Cokes and as Chad can give an eye witness, I wasn’t making it back without his help.  So I woke up yesterday feeling like death and that has pretty much continued into this morning.  I went to sleep at 9:30 last night and even that wasn’t enough to make me feel better.

As the title states, I’m going to see how long I can go without drinking for a while to see if I can restore some order to my dysfunctional life.  The last entry I wrote was on Wednesday so I guess I have to at least update on a few things that have taken place.  Thursday I found some random girl to make out with but nothing else transpired, not even a number.  Friday was New Years and we had some people over.  Jeff and Sam came over with their GF’s which was a pleasant surprise.  Rock stopped by too which is good because we don’t see each other very often.  The night went off pretty much without a hitch aside from people coming in and trying to take a bottle, but I wasn’t involved.  That brings me to where I started writing in paragraph 1.   I made contact with the 38 year old an sent some retard text messages like “do you want to ride and train” and “are you wearing crotchless panties” so I’m pretty sure that’s not going anywhere.  I think it was a joke to begin with anyway as getting myself involved in a situation like that is ludicrous.

Blog traffic reverted to it’s previous ways and there will be no selling out.  My life needs to get back on track after a while of goofing around.  I may try to just lock myself in my room and only going out to go to the gym.  We’ll see what happens this weekend and if I can even pull off the Jkash cleanse.  I know it’s best for me and you’d think eventually I’d be able to live a normal, sober life but it hasn’t happened.  I know this has also been a pretty random, everywhere post with no real content but I’m just not in the right state of mind to be entertaining or exciting.  So that’s it.