I’m aware the post I made yesterday was throwing a pity party and that’s never a good look. I just had a rough day and needed to vent some frustration. My car was parked under a tree and shat on about 25 times and that just exacerbated an already mind blowing day. I think it had something to do with this Vitamin B supplement that I took a few times to help counter act nights of drinking and even though I felt fine on Sunday, I get hit hard on Monday because I didn’t take it. This is one of those things that if you never start, you never have to deal with.
I purchased a book on Amazon for 1 dollar called the 18 keys of happiness and all I got to was the first. It said never fall into self pity. I don’t necessarily think my post was self pity as much as it was self realization. I think the concept behind this first rule of happiness is fine but also absurd. It’s the same reason why every kid in intramural sports gets a trophy. It’s for ideological to think they are improving society when in fact the harsh realization of life is sometimes the best wake up call. Sometimes things in life are worth waiting for. Sometimes you just have to go with it.