I just read my old blog and I must seriously give myself a pat on the back. I read some of those entries and they are horrible. If you’ve stuck with this blog since the beginning I seriously applaud your dedication because those posts were so raw. They were about the same thing week after week: basketball, TV, drinking, and gambling. That’s still the same things I do now but I feel like I have a bit more control of my life and my posts are much more thought out. I think I’m in a far superior spot today than I was 5 years ago. I’m not sure if it’s just getting older or if it’s possible I’m getting smarter. Let me give an example of how my life is moving more towards normalcy.

I put in 4 days of work and then on Friday went to a job site where I took video of contractors using our products. This took me til 6pm and I drove back from Baltimore in terrible traffic. I got back at 9 or so and then went to sleep. I woke up at 7am on a SATURDAY, worked out, ate breakfast and then met a guy to fix our phones at the company and then met another guy for an hour and a half about work related business. I played in a football game at 1pm and then had a few drinks after the game. I shaved off my beard while drinking some Founders variety pack and then fell asleep again at 9pm. I awoke at 11 or so and decided to stay in and wake up early to hang out with CK4 during the marathon. I woke up at 7am on a SUNDAY and ate some breakfast, blogged some shit and then started drinking and playing ping-pong at 9am. This weekend would never take place in my younger years. This was something of an almost responsible weekend. Honestly, what the hell is going on?